// How come…//

Why do I always fall for the guys who are not attainable?  I find a guy that I really end up caring for, who is my best friend but then when it comes to becoming closer, moving into a relationship it can and probably will never happen because I am always just considered the best friend and you know deep down that they like someone else even though they won’t admit it.  How come he always acts a certain way around me then he does with other girls, it always makes me think I have a chance, a slight possibility but then it just comes right back at me, the reality check, it. is. not. going. to. happen. he is too good for me.

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// Come Wake Me Up//

Yeah the whole thing begins
And I let you sink into my veins
And I feel the pain like it’s new
Everything that we were,
Everything that you said,
Everything that I did and that I couldn’t do
Plays through tonight

Tonight your memory burns like a fire
With every one it grows higher and higher
And I can’t get over it, I just can’t put out this love
I just sit in these flames and pray that you’ll come back
Close my eyes tightly, hold on and hope that I’m dreaming
Come wake me up

I know that you’re movin’ on
I know I should give you up
But I keep hopin’ that you’ll trip and fall back in love
Time’s not healin’ anything
Baby, this pain is worse than it ever was
I know that you can’t hear me, but baby I need you to save me tonight